Sunday, August 06, 2006
anyway kinda hoping for next week to come faster... mm hope to focus more next week...
must be thinking why my blog so 'bleach' (the anime) de... well is it really that hard to guess?? mm yupz something to do with my brother again... must be tired of reading all those le right?? mm for those who're irritated about me talking about my bro or felt that i'm attracting attention, then you can jolly well close this webpage cos i dont give a damn...
mm cos its my brother who introduce me to bleach... i think garry was even earlier to mention about bleach but i wasnt interested... it was when my bro downloaded the 1st 2 episodes of bleach when i got hooked... i doubt he liked it very much cos i watch much much further then him... he's much interested in other animes i guess... bleach means something to me for him... i'm not really a hardcore fan of bleach...this song's also from bleach... this song meant something to me cos it brings about a certain pain or loss... it just has the feeling of pain thats from deep inside you... a pain of loss or the fear of losing... den when it reaches the end it's much lighter... maybe to show that there's always warmth even though you're low...
i'm wondering why am i blogging so much about my bro recently... maybe this is the hungry ghost festical... maybe the longer you lose someone the more you miss him... there is never a day i've stopped thinking about him... its just naturally there... for my friends: i know its like sometimes i'll say aomething about my bro when we're having fun or juz chilling out... please let me say... mm its the only way for me to feel that he's beside me, with me and not gone yet... its tough... i juz wanna say stuff about him... its like if there's anything that we're talking about that make me remember things in the past about him just let me say it out... because only then i can piece out all the memories i had with him... many thanx...
-rain keeps poring-
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